a Serene NigHt to ScriBble

You are the one who makes me happy
When everything else turns to grey
Yours is the voice that wakes me mornings
And sends me out into the day
You are the crowd that sits quiet
Listening to me
And all the mad sense that I make

You are one of the few things
worth remembering
And since it’s all true
How could anyone mean more to me
Than you

Sorry if sometimes I look past you
There’s no one beyond your eyes
Inside my head wheels are turning
Hey, sometimes I’m not so wise
You are my heart and my soul
My inspiration
Just like the old love song goes

You are one of the few things
worth remembering
And since it’s all true
How could anyone mean more to me
Than you

everybody knows

It gets harder every day, but I cant seem to shake the pain
Im trying to find the words to say, please say
Its written all over my face, I cant
Function the same when youre not here
Im calling your name and no ones there
And I hope one day youll see nobody has it easy,
I still cant believe you found somebody knew
But I wish you the best, I guess.
Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
Weve heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
‘Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

I dont care what the people say
They brought it all in anyway
Baby dont fill up your head with he-said, she-said
It seems like you just dont know
The radios on, you tuning me out,
Im trying to speak, youre turning me down
And I hope one day youll see nobody has it easy,
I still cant believe you found somebody knew
But I wish you the best, I guess.
Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
Weve heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Oh I wish youd understand
Oh, just an ordinary man
Listen wed have known
Everybody knows, but nobody really knows
And I know one day youll see, nobody has it easy
I still cant believe you found somebody knew
I wish you the best, I guess.

Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
Weve heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

It was a clear summer day
When I saw the tears in your face
I knew that our time was up on us

Our moment of end was so fast
But the kiss of goobye always lasts
Not even time could fade it away

Even though you are no longer here
There is still something between us
Even though life isn’t fair
I’d never lose my trust

Chorus:
Just another lesson to be learned
Gotta move on and not lose faith
Just another obstacle to face
Live my life before it gets too late
I won’t give up
I won’t stay down
This is what life’s worth living for
(Life’s worth living for)
I still believe in love

I’m holding the warmth of your lips
It feels like the time we first kissed
When all of the stars lined up for us

But like the wind you said goodye
And left me alone here to cry
We shouldn’t have gone our separate ways

Even though you are no longer here
There is still something between us
Even though life isn’t fair
I’d never lose my trust

Chorus:
Just another lesson to be learned
Gotta move on and not lose faith
Just another obstacle to face
Live my life before it gets too late
I won’t give up
I won’t stay down
This is what life’s worth living for
(Life’s worth living for)
I still believe in love

Chorus:
Just another lesson to be learned
Gotta move on and not lose faith
Just another obstacle to face
Live my life before it gets too late
I won’t give up
I won’t stay down
This is what life’s worth living for
(Life’s worth living for)
I still believe in love

i was watching tv last night when i saw the TV ad campaign for the TV series of Ichi ritoru namida \ 1 liter of tears, the most heart breaking story of the century, i am glad because the series will have its premiere in the Philippine tv.

one liter of tears is a very beautiful (although tragic story) of a girl named AYa, and is based in the diary of Aya Kito, the girl who has almost everything, happy family, good friends, beauty and intelligence and a varsity player for basketball women. Aya was diagnosed with a Spinocerebellar Degenerative Disease, and everything changed, despite of this, she still continued living with hope saying “LIvE On”

erika sawajiri starred on this series, one thing i can say, Prepare to Shed ONE Liter Of Tears

this week happened to be the busiest week in my life… maybe, its because of the rush to patch up everything and be ready for graduation… lots of requirements needed to be supplied, moreover, my system seem to need a lil’ rest,.. somehow, everybody need to chill out, after all… i dont wanna die young…

i came home with burdened shoulders, i dont know, maybe my period has something to do with it… i visited my pets in the backyard, well, they changed a lot… my dalmatian seems to be sick, and the half terrier-half jap.fitz is losing a lot of weight,..what a sad scenery to look at, the day seem gloomy and i felt very bad… i;m not a good master to my pets… school seem to ruin my day, well, well well,…tomorrow the sun might shine…

i’m doing some research right now, hopefully i’d finish the CV and CL , hoping to take part in the job interview, not just for my grades but also, i want to earn an experience,. i applied once, just for fun, and it turned out to be a funny stupid experience,.. maybe my instructors will give me sufficient and better experience in selling myself to people…! so chao for now…

Powdered Snow

The season in which the powdered snow dances always passes by
Even if I’m lost in a crowd I can see the same sky
Even though I’m chilled as if I’m being blown by the wind

I don’t know anything(1) about you, do I?
And yet, I found you amongst a billion(2) people
There’s no (scientific) basis for this, but I believe this with all seriousness

We can’t live at the same time without trivial fights
If I can’t be honest, then rapture and sorrow are meaningless

Powdered snow, if you paled me white to the heart
Can you share our loneliness?

I pressed my ear against your heart
Going gently, deeply towards where the sound (is coming from)
(That’s where) I want to disembark,
There, we’ll meet once again

I want us to reach rapport but I was the (only) one who touched its surface
The only thing that was holding us together was my hand squeezing yours that was numb with cold
Powdered snow, in front (of us), eternity, too fragilely, becomes a stain upon rough asphalt

Powdered snow, this heart that has transcended time is faltering
And yet, I want to continue to protect you

Powdered snow, if you paled me white to the heart
You would wrap around our loneliness and send it back into the sky

(1) lit. Everything.
(2) lit. A hundred million. Japanese number splitting are different in that it goes from a thousand (sen) to ten thousand (man) to a hundred million (oku) instead of the thousand, million and billion we’re used to. I just made this a billion to parallel what I call a “numberless number” i.e. one of those numbers that doesn’t have other number names in it like a hundred, thousand, etc.

粉雪
Konayuki

粉雪舞う季節はいつもすれ違い
konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo surechigai
人混みに紛れても同じ空見てるのに
hitogomi ni magiretemo onaji sora miteru noni
風に吹かれて 似たように凍えるのに
kaze ni fukarete nita you ni kogoeru noni

僕は君の全てなど知ってはいないだろう
boku wa kimi no subete nado shitte wa inai darou
それでも一億人から君を見つけたよ
soredemo ichioku nin kara kimi wo mitsuketa yo
根拠はないけど本気で思ってるんだ
konkyo wa nai kedo honki de omotterunda

些細な言い合いもなくて同じ時間を生きてなどいけない
sasai na iiai mo nakute onaji jikan wo ikite nado ikenai
素直になれないなら 喜びも悲しみも虚しいだけ
sunao ni narenai nara yorokobi mo kanashimi mo munashii dake

粉雪 ねえ 心まで白く染められたなら
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
二人の孤独を分け合う事が出来たのかい
futari no kodoku wo wakeau koto ga dekita no kai ?

僕は君の心に耳を押し当てて
boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshiatete
その声のする方へすっと深くまで
sono koe no suru hou he sutto fukaku made
下りてゆきたい そこでもう一度会おう
orite yukitai soko de mou ichido aou

分かり合いたいなんて 上辺を撫でていたのは僕の方
wakariaitai nante uwabe wo nadeteita no wa boku no hou
君のかじかんだ手も 握りしめることだけで繋がってたのに
kimi no kajikanda te mo nigirishimeru koto dake de tsunagatteta noni

粉雪 ねえ 永遠を前にあまりに脆く
konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amari ni moroku
ざらつくアスファルトの上シミになってゆくよ
zaratsuku asufaruto no ue shimi ni natteyuku yo

粉雪 ねえ 時に頼りなく心は揺れる
konayuki nee toki ni tayori naku kokoro wa yureru
それでも僕は君のこと守り続けたい
soredemo boku wa kimi no koto mamori tsuzuketai

粉雪 ねえ 心まで白く染められたなら
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
二人の孤独を包んで空にかえすから
futari no kodoku wo tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara

source: http://honyakukonyaku.livejournal.com/7167.html

just heard his voice on the line, made me skip my breath… if this is for real, and if naa pa gihapon q feelings para niya please lang, may pa mahulog ang langit… huhu

a person’s greatest wish is to find someone who can treasure them for the rest of their lives, or even if it wont last forever atleast what have shown and given is real… love is something that colors the world and make it brighter, it gives glitter to the darkest days of one’s life… 

people seek for someone to share their life with, and to aim for someone to love and to be loved by that someone… with this, it inspires a person to look at the bright side of life and wish that somehow it will last forever.

They say, Love come’s to those who wait, true maybe but there’s no assurance of  when the exact moment it will come to light! more like a dream, a long awaited reality.